2. I have had most of Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday off (kids are off of school, no service!). I have done very little work, but I have been out and about. Two favorite things from my long weekend. 1. Climbed a mountain to watch the sunset and full moon, we were above the clouds, it was beautiful. A part of it, is that you have to get drunk. SO we got drunk and then hiked down the mountain in the dark, tons of fun, did a nature pee. Then I went to the National Gallery today and there was this really cool exhibit, that showed the artwork from Community Art Project, which provided a space and support for blacks and coloureds to produce art, much of it anti-apartheid (in the community I live in, isn't that weird?). My English professor was one of the people who were thanked on the chat card. She is this woman from India, who studied in Cambridge, we like here, she is so very sassy and crazy, she laughs at her own jokes about the English Language. She also makes us stand in a circle why she shows us pictures from books. She also likes to give me bad grades.
3. Stop hooking up with Duran, we were making out on the rugby field again last week, and i Realized I was just not into it and I was not going to be into it (i need a top who can fuck me hard, okay!, and I want to be passionate and I just don't feel passionately toward him) So I sat him down and we talked, I felt a little guilty, but you know what, yolo. One thing I have grown to learn, is that honesty is the way of respect and being nice, not being nice to people at the expense of the truth.
4. My colon health is great. I eat so well here, meaning I eat what I want and as much as I want. I still cant really drink alcohol that well, I get a tummy ache :(
5. I fucking hate my service site. I love going but I hate it. It's chaos, I felt tired, bored, useless, and upset. Last week, they brought the kids to the computer lab which is under lock and the kids haven't gone for two years and they were like show them what to do Stuart. And the server was down, so we had to sit in there for like two hours, with all the kids trying to get on the computers the whole time! Ahh it was such a mess. Its so bad!!! And then I feel guilty because the girl I work with is trying to change the damn world and getting backpacks from the states for the kids and setting up relationships for donations from schools in the Chicago suburbs, and I just don't know what to do! Hot mess, but I like the kids and I like my teachers, I just get exhausted, it's chaos there and it's hard to handle, and I don't really have a job but to hang out. And I just don't know how to view myself there or view what I am doing, and it's just a mess and a half.
6. I am wearing a baseball cap with the "PGA tour" logo on it.
Peace,
Stuart
1. you are getting so in touch with nature (literally. I loled so hard at the nature pee) it's unnerving! Non-urban hiking, oh my!
ReplyDelete2. I am overwhelmed by how multicultural SA is. I need a flowchart to understand who came from where
3. I'm also really glad that, even though things didn't work out with Duran, you're more sexually assertive and aware and stuff, mucho love for that.
4. What do you mean by "honesty is the way of respect and being nice, not being nice to people at the expense of the truth"? Me confused.
5. I hate bitches like that, you need to take away her latte. Also I keep forgetting--is this a public or private school? Why does SA primary ed. suck so much? I'm intrigued. I have to read about this now.
6. I can't picture you wearing a baseball cap! Where did you get a PGA one, no less?
ALSO WHO IS THE GERMAN BOY?
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